Monday, December 15, 2008

So i sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night- said he'd seen my enemy, said She looks just like Me..







Hi Everyone,
i haven't updated lately cos i've felt like absolute shit. I'm tired all the time and still bleeding. I'm just over it all. I've not lost an ounce, in fact i've put on a kilo.. I went to my surgeon this morning and got a fill and he said to me "well Sam, you've put on a kilo.." I felt like saying why thankyou Cptain Obvious- I told you i'd put on when i emailed 2 fucking weeks ago. So he gave me 0.25 which brings me upto 6.5ml in my 10ml band.
As you'll notice, the title of this blog is quite profound. Whn i get really anaemic and tired i start reaching for things like chocolate bars and chips and softdrink, things that are high in sugar that pick me up quickly but then make me crash and burn- it's by doing this that makes me my own worst enemy. I've also been rather fond of soft serve cones and post mix cokes from HJ's lately. Yes i know- bad bad bad.. I've been slipping into old habits and i need to get the hell out of them. I suppose the good thing is that i'm thinking objectively and identifying where i'm going wrong.
The hair was something i did on a whim- which i'm now regretting. Everyone loves it.. But me- not so much.. My hair dresser wants me to keep it red and get extensions so it's long and ranga. Redheads are usually so sexy- just not me. Pretty sure it's cos i'm so pale at the moment.
I sincerely hope that everyone is doing better than i am-
at the moment i feel like my world is collapsing..
Sami Xx
...........................................................................................................................................................................

4 comments:

Melanie said...

Wow for someone who feels like shit you look hot - love the hair - very sassy for the festive season. I wish I looked as good when I felt like crap!

Bridget said...

Hot stuff coming through!!! Lmao....

Katie said...

hey Sami, your hair looks hot!!!!!!!

LapBandGirl said...

Girl, your hair looks great! Although I'd keep it short and sassy... you don't need extensions!

Have you had a blood test to see what your iron levels are doing? Are you on Iron tabs? How are you doing with your red meat and leafy greens?

xxx